Your work, achievements and self development should not be as a result of panic. That need to do, to be, to improve just for the sake of keeping up. Calm down.
Happy new year!! It's 2021!!!
I hope your holiday season has been great? We're going to have a beautiful year. I'm excited to start posting here again. I'm excited about 2021.
Relax. The Lord of Hosts has been God before the world began. He didn't fall off His throne in shock or recoil in disgust, because you messed up. His nature is Love.